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[c=12][b]JAAAAMMMMMMYYYY BBBB!!! boredom has taken over![/b][/c]LCFC Till I die says:  birthday from like 2 days ago me <3 says: thankyou i'm sorry i was eating dinner and was'nt here to see your message i'm surprise you remembered thankyou

Boy stuck in an age long before now, a age of vile smells and murder, darkness your only sanctuary in the light of a new world, boy quiet as a mouse, dressed in your clothes of old, people who stare do not understand your sadness, rats scuttle over your feet, a faint smile appears on your face, it reminds you of a time before now, reeks of poverty, reeks of money, boy with your top hat with the sad eyes of grey what do you see ? tell use why you hold your head high when you should have died with this victorian age, portraits of you line your walls, your pale skin the skin of a corpse undead gleams bright in the dark, boy stuck

Its proberly for the best, i needed to love someone when i met you, i fell for your charm, you helped me to see the word in a better light, to step from the darknes and decay of beloved memories gone stale in my mind, im better now but something else threatened to destroy me, which i could not see, it was the chains of my love of you, bounding me tight in blissful ignorence, it was time to let go, you broke the chains that bound me to you, i can still see some things i usedt to see in you, but your angel wings are fading, for the better im slipping from you, i know why my heart did not break when she told me, it was because it

I was blind and so so follish, you were an angel to me, but now i see the demon they all told me you were. you said i didnt annoy you, but now i know your just a lying sneek, you never cared if you hurt me, you asked her to tell me, you think it wouldnt hurt me, you think i belive that rubbish, if you really didnt think it would hurt me you must be as stupied as the told me, i loved you, not sure if i do now, but i still lie for you, just to ease your unease, just for you icry, but perhaps its just the blissful end of a nightmare for you, now the thrills gone, the novillties worn off and my words are old, you decided to hac

There's noone here just you and me, the world seems so unimportant, there's only you to focuse on, i must keep talking or i'll just be standing here in your door way, i talk about things that arn't important, things i can't even remember when i leave, the butterflys tear at my insides, im struggerling to say the the words i need to say, i pass you the note, i knew i wouldnt of had the guts to say the words, you look at them and smile, thanks you say, i'll put it on my desk you tell me, I did miss you i tell him.

I tried to hide from the hurt, put a smile on my face, it masked my feelings even from me, why do they find it funny to joke at me, why do they think they can decide that its wrong, but then some think its sweet to love him, some think its my choice, thats what kept me going, but i still cried, i still needed the pain to be washed away, it went rolling down my cheeks in rivers of hurt and embarresment, and i felt better, because i know now whatever they say whatever they do it wont stop me, loving him.

You stopped the taunts and teasing, just in time, before the ground really did swallow me whole, there laughter still echoed painfully in my head, i realized this is what my love to you comes with, i want to love you, i need to love you, but i cant stop thinking about what it comes with. By Emilie Pruden

I can't wait to see you again, Thankyou, Don't ever change, i wish you were mine, come with me, be mine, live for me, i'll hold you, i'll be here for you, your beautiful, i'll protect you, i love you so much, i want you to say these things to me and mean them like i mean them when i say them to you, but thats my selfishness, but know that you are my everything. by Emilie Pruden